Who am I? A disciple?

A few days ago I opened my Office door and for once didn’t immediately close it again, something I have done many times even during lockdown despite having time on my hands. I just haven’t been motivated to even begin to tidy up in there. But then something prompted me to make a start.  It probably won’t surprise you to know that I didn’t get very far because I kept coming across things I had forgotten about which I simply had to re-read there and then.  This is one of those things that made me think.

Memorandum
To: Jesus, son of Joseph, c/o The Carpenter’s shop, Nazareth

We thank you for your recent instructions and, following our in-depth appraisal, have pleasure in submitting our report.

It is our opinion that the twelve men you have picked to manage your new organisation lack the background, educational and vocational aptitude for the type of enterprise you are undertaking.  They do not have the required ‘team’ concept.

Simon Peter is emotionally unstable and given to fits of temper.  Andrew has no qualities of leadership.  The two brothers, James and John place personal interest above company loyalty.

Thomas demonstrates a questioning attitude that would undermine morale.

We feel it our duty to advise you that has been blacklisted by the Greater Jerusalem Business Bureau.  James, the son of Alphaeus, and Thaddaeus, have radical leanings, and both registered high on the manic-depressive scale.

One of the candidates, however, shows great potential.  He is a man of ability and resourcefulness, has a keen business mind and contacts in high places.  He is highly motivated and ambitious.  Accordingly, we would recommend Judas Iscariot as your controller and right-hand man.

We wish you every success in your new venture.

Signed: Jordan Management Consultants, Jerusalem.
Author Unknown

In Charlie Mackesy’s wonderful book ‘The boy, the mole, the fox and the horse’, he says ‘Isn’t it odd. We can only see our outsides, but nearly everything happens on the inside’.

1 Samuel 16:7
The LORD doesn’t see things the way you see them. People judge by outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”

It made me wonder what others see in me but far more importantly what God sees in me.

Prayer.
Lord, by the power of the Holy Spirit, light up our lives from within with your holiness and love so that our lives may shine like stars giving glory to you.  In the name of Jesus
Amen